urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mellom mellom mellom 2005-05-01T18:27:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mellom:532 2005-05-01T18:12:02Z 2005-05-01T18:27:08Z I don't know. I do know who and that and more or less what I am. But when? When am I my own self? I don't know. And it may seem pretensious, and perhaps it is - to ask this question, but in the middle of a divorce where abuse and pure negelct not are issues, I still have to ask it. And is being oneself the main goal - the main issue in life? Or are we to walk in the shadows of Madison County, and row the boat ashore? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mellom:444 2005-05-01T16:16:50Z 2005-05-01T16:16:50Z Not my first journal. But my first live one. We'll see. How long this one will last.